... A Soft Spot...

For some reason I'm experiencing a pool of emotions lately and also been missing some people dearly. It is not as if this is my first time having to go through some tough and not so jolly moments, I've been tough, I've suck it up and moved on. For some reasons it comes back and haunt me after awhile and make me think, if this did not happen, if things could have been done this way, would things be better now?

I've been constantly thinking about it and it is making me daze a lot. Which is also affecting my judgement and indirectly pushing people away. I don't know how to react around people anymore, probably I'm too use to watching tv series alone in my dark dark room.

And I'm sorry, if I've pushed you away.